Waves

Okay, maybe someday like the brightness of some light from cracks on a broken wall, I might accept, but right now, I don’t. I get it, I’m wasting time, but I can’t handle right now. It’s like waves of oceans that make my nerves wreck like a ship fighting in the storm.  It’s intense, and […]

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Season

Just like trees, with leaves and buds that sprout then bloom, then wither, and fall. Even yellow that turns to brown and falls and the wind takes it away, and it’s forgotten. Ah, like spring, summer, autumn and winter, a ticking time bomb without a bomb perhaps more like an hourglass or an expiry date. […]

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Roads

Today is the scariest and most exciting day of my life so far.  I made a huge decision today.  It’s like there’s a huge scale in front of me, and on the balance of probabilities, one side is falling to the ground and crashing and it hurts and I’m scared, and the other side is […]

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Love

It was liquid silica that hardened and turned into glass.  So that’s why it was hard inside.  I thought I did the right thing, but I was lacking. It shouldn’t have been hard in the first place.  It should have just flowed like water, or be loose like air. My stubborn mind refused to see […]

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Why Am I Doing This

“If it doesn’t make you want to get out of bed and do it, then why are you doing it? ” “Are you passionate about this?” “Why are you doing it?” “Why” “Take some responsibility” “Why are you doing law?” I score so low on ambition tests, and truth is often times when I look […]

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Go On

Go on, hop on that bike and feel the winds, throw away pillows that worry about your future, and get over yourself. Cross the bridge, and the trees, and rivers, and the basketball court and see them guys with pretty hair that looks cute that wore the same light blue shirt as you. Shift to […]

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Lift

Ya, like I’m back to that chemical era, where it’s like mixing, like there’s a huge blender inside of me with liquid slowly stirring, and it feels way too good, like roller coasters, and when your heart skips beats when you’re falling or flying. What is it with listening to other languages though,  like thousands […]

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