I think my weakness is that I think everything is set in stone. It’s high time I realize it’s not stone, but quicksand that slips through your fingers if you don’t grasp it. Like the times I spent with mum and dad. Or with KK and LC. Or with my friends. The dynamics in every relationship is different like different matrix formula or crossword puzzles and that there is only one of every person I meet, so every single relationship comes with different patterns and dynamics that make it special in its own way. So instead of having my head in the clouds blocking every opportunity, or letting spoonful of stars fall through my fingers, it’s time I cherish and hold to their fullness every moment like a saturated state, an abundance mostly like rivers that fill you up. Live in the moment to its fullness before those waves of waters pass you by.