Callous walls in the pits of the stomach The kind that when you scrape, fall like dead skin off the soles of your feet They build up every time conflict turns to resentment, They then turn guile and leave a bitter taste. It’s the things inside you Deceit and every ugly thing stirring within That … Continue reading Without Dissimulation
I’m okay. Today I want to curl up into a ball of paper. Folded, squashed and thrown into a bin. I’m mentally and physically drained My emotions are foils squashed and ripped apart. My legs numb, and so do my arms. I feel sad and helpless. I tell you how I feel, but you … Continue reading Helpless
Joy should come in the morning So empty yourself up like making your whole self karappo Let the winds flow through and out of you to cleanse and get rid of yesterday’s blemishes.
So many things boil inside Like a hot lava inside the pot of your heart It screeches deep into you You pray but you feel so far Antagonized, no one understands Patronized, no one sees. Bury your face in legal arguments They cure you for a second Then you’re back to … Continue reading Free
The crest engraved “Dieu et mon droit” It’s supposed to be a battle ground I’ve never been more excited I could barely sit still Everyone in there were experienced In so many different fields I loved it. I hope someday That will be my everyday.
おうちに帰りたい I stumbled upon this song, and now I relate so much to this. 今泣き虫で家に帰りたいわたし。 うるさい兄弟。わたしのかぞく。Literally miss the noise so much. I miss the atmosphere at home. Music, noise, just noise I miss noise. はやくおうちにかえりたい。
So much of you I’m lost in a maze Of gigabytes of memories, each day we add like hand-drawn animation with thousands of papers Your scent, your love, your little actions I was in your arms wondering how anyone could be this lucky to feel this much Love for someone other than themselves. … Continue reading Maze