Distorted view of what's needed --> disrespecting self --> subconscious self-hate --> insecurity. Not everything is good for me- Paul the Apostle (rephrased). "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not." - I Corinthians 10:23 "I will praise thee; for … Continue reading Not Everything is Good for Me- Paul
Category: prose
Cards
Principles are shuffled like cards every day. They’re then thrown into the air. As they fall hands reach out to catch them. When they are caught, they are held, and shown off to everyone as though it increases your value and worth. The silly thing is, when you have them in your hands you feel … Continue reading Cards
Projection
When you relate to something you hate about you, you criticize. It’s psychological projection. There was this spot on me, and people picked on it. Then I realized that they tried to pluck it off of me because that spot was also on them. That what they judge is probably what they’re insecure or conscious … Continue reading Projection
Helmets
Shivering in frost bites. Empty and hollow with frail hands. Then you wake up at 2:30 am in confusion. Staring at the rain pouring down the window pane, as I battled insanity of isolation, I asked Jesus in Heaven and the Holy Spirit to save me. I thank God for Moriah Peters. The lyrics of … Continue reading Helmets
Landmarks
Her bubbly brown eyes, said previously worked at the firm before this placement. That A+ student in class until you meet her and it’s a huge push when you talk with each other at work. Her wide sparkly green eyes, has to work more hours after this. That random student in class until you meet her … Continue reading Landmarks
Records
I didn’t want to write in my anger because it would be sour, bitter and repulsive. Vehemently dripping out of my tongue but when it tinged the corners of my eyes with salt running down my cheeks, I saw this star far away and thought about how unfortunate that they had to play the part. … Continue reading Records
Love Yourself
Go all deaf and blind so that time stops for a unit of eternity. Someone said love in its purest form is discipline. So love yourself, and discipline you. Tell you your flaws or wrongs. Like guns that fire brutal honesty through you. Stop knowingly running into webs hidden in dark places. Stop spading out … Continue reading Love Yourself