What if my grave has millions and millions of gold nuggets. What if I keep walking till I walk down into the box What if it’s so full of everything I’ve always wanted. What if all I’m doing is chasing air. What if none of it ever comes true?
Last night I came out of my room and saw my roommate dressed as a hobo. I burst out laughing because she’s usually one of the best dressed people I know. She looks at my outfit, that’s all-grey, and how I’m wearing socks with slippers and laughs as well. We’re walking out and notice that … Continue reading Light Bulbs
Probably easier to write about sad things or angry things because they are fresh wounds that you can feel every time you move a muscle. Instead, I'm going to write about the happy warm things. Okay. Let's see. Imagine hugging a huge gentle intoxicatingly nice smelling teddy bear. a friend that starts dancing at random … Continue reading Cute Things
Exam is on Saturday Yay to the times you skipped commercial law class. Yay to the times you said it’s too late or too dark I’ll just read later. Now you’ll reap what you sowed lol. Image
Those memories shine because it happened at a time when you emitted light. Didn’t have to be the greatest nor the most beautiful Yet they are a reflection of your soul back then Gripping on to youth and freedom. What I can’t relate though is the aftermath of things that made you change. How … Continue reading Roots
I'm starting to think dependency creates a sense of fallacy. The more dependent I become, the weaker I feel. Feels too small. Feels to frail. Feels too short. Feels too not good enough. To be able to fit into the gaps that are supposed to fit Comes with countless pre-requisites that on the face … Continue reading Mean
See everything from a rose scented brick-like glass wall And say everyone of “them” have knives and they are evil and they are crazy and there should be no association with “them”. I had a thick rose scented glass wall till today. Sane automatism. Psychological blow that causes you to dissociate. Next thing you … Continue reading Unwilled Act